July 27th. 7:45pm

About to leave for missouri to go pick up my sister (: Shes coming back.! Im so happy.! (:

July 26th. 6:02pm

Hey. Today was horrible.!! Well first i woke up and called my boyfriend to tell him where i was going. I went with my mom to put in job apps. Then we came home. Well then i called Kevin and asked him to get on msn so we could talk..And he did and we talked for a while. Then my mom asked me to go to my grandmas house with her and i said ok yes. well i brought her laptop to my grandmas and got on my sisters myspace and pretended to be her flirting with him. He was gonna cheat on me with her.!!! He said tht.! he also said he would break up with me for her. Well then i got on msn and we talked and he said tht he thot it was me but it wasn't and he said tht stuff to make me mad. But i knw he knws it wasn't me. It was crazy ): Then he went fishing with his dad. So i said call me wen you get back from fishing and he said ok and tht we could talk about it then. Then he said i was the only girl he wants and tht he wants to be together forever and get a place and all this cute stuff. Idk wat to do. Im so confused and scared :/ I don't wanna lose him. he's all i have. He's wat keeps me going in this crazy thing we call life. Im so scared. He's gonna call me later and we're gonna talk about it, i might ask him to come get me. But theres no way im going to break up with him. I love him wayyyyyy to much. I'll update and let you knw how things go. Cya.!

July 26th. 1:59 am

I can't sleep. Wats new tho. I haven't slept a full night since like January. Kevin just called me. We talked for a while. I miss him soo much. He's my life. I can't wait till after I graduate and we get to be together. We're gonna get our own place. then have a little baby (: One more year. He was tired tho so i let him go to sleep. I also talked to my sister today. The one who moved to missouri. She's dating this kid named cody and kinda made out with and is falling for his cousin. To me thts kinda slutty. Hmmm I wonder where this is gonna go. She's been with cody for a year and a half. HE's the reason she moved back to missouri wen me and my parents moved back to michigan. This is CRAZYY.! But im gonna lay down and try to get some sleep. I'll keep you posted. Goodnight Bloggers (:

July 25th. 8:27 pm

Well...Ok so today has been rly rly rly longgggg. ): First I sat at the kitchen table and filled out job apps. Yay. Now The last part of my summer gets to be filled with a job. What a way to kick off senior year. But anyway..So tht kinda made me a little bit irritated. Then after tht I sat in my room and messed around with the computer a lot. I've been so bored today its not even funny. Kevins on his way back right now. I'll prolly go over there tomorrow for a while after i job search, So if you don't hear from me for a couple days thts why. (: Anyway yea this post is also gonna be pretty short since I have not a lot to put on it. But Yea ummm If anybody wants to chat add me on msn messenger. running_rox_09@hotmail.com (: See ya.!

July 25th. 12:16 pm

Hey guys. So last night I got into a huge fight with my parents. See after I moved to The school I go to now I've kinda stopped hanging out with a lot of ppl and they're "worried" about me. Well Watever I'm fine (: Today they're making a doctors appt for me to see wats wrong with me. My boyfriend went to the U.P Yesterday with Andy. I miss him soooo much. I haven't seen him since Hmmm Well tuesday or wednesday i do beleive. He's coming back today (: But I just woke up So i'll write more about my day tonight. Cya .! (:

July 24th 2010

Hey.! My names Nikki (: This is the first time I've ever done a blog on my page so bear with me. Im gonna tell you a little bit about me. Im 17 and about to be a senior in high school. I have 11 brothers and sister, 2 moms and 2 dads. I love my family. Then there's my Boyfriend. Kevin. He's so amazing. He's My best friend. I love him more than anything in the world. We're gonna be together forever. I pretty much live with this boy. Im at his house like 24/7 (: My favorite place to be. My sister becky moved to missouri in december of '09. She used to be my best friend but we're slowly fading. I miss her so much. I have one dog. Her name is maggie. I play many sports and I have a lot of friends. Although I don't rly like ppl tht much. Lol. Well thts a little bit about me. This Blog will prolly be mostly like a diary but Hey, Where else am i gonna write my thots to millions of strangers without my parents finding out about it (: